Yeah..
Things are getting interesting.
[not really]
I don't really know what to do anymore.. This situation.. is getting worse.. It's not right.. it's regret. I know it will be.. I'm not sure this will be ok.. I'm not sure it will work.. I can't keep doing this to myself.. I can't keep doing this to him. It's not right.. It doesn't feel right. In the end who will regret this more. I Already do.. I'm not like this.. This isn't me.. My comfort zone has been invaded by my own stupidity.

So lovely.. what do you think now? This apparently isn't that interesting. You certainly don't speak up now.. But is very willing to pick a fight on my opinions. So lets here it now. Whats your opinion
[shut up]
Yeah.. you always say that
[It's not my decision]
Well.. ya seem to try and control them.. so what's it gonna be this time?
[you did this to yourself. I didn't have to help you fuck yourself over. This is your fault. your problem.. don't ask me for help]
Ask for help? Lovely you brought yourself into this because of him.
[insert comment]
I know that's true.. I'm learning to fight that emotion untill it whithers away. You just never understand what i want
[What you want? What about.. you know.. We both wanted that! you know it! You still wish he would come back. You'd want him hear if you could magiclly bring him back. You have your own demon to face. I'm over it.. It's you.. not me. So don't say I don't understand!]
Ok.. ok.. bad comment to use [yeah.. it was] in this situation. I don't know.. i guess im picking the fight right now
[um.. YEAH! you called it out babe]
I know.. i just can't get over him. It's gonna be hard too.

And him.. I need to stop this.. he needs to realize it's wrong for me. It's not me.. I can't do this to myself or him any longer.
It comes to an end.. This regrets stops now.

love, what's going on???
» MidnightMonkey on 2007-06-18 03:43:35

That was extremely hard to follow.
» Dilated on 2007-06-18 04:10:29

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