His voice cracks...
I close my eyes and turn away.
I turn towards the window and feel a wave a heat across my face coming from the back seat.
The heat of Lovers anger growing stronger.
"Please don't be upset."
"It's ok.."
"Everything will be ok."
I whisper to myself over and over and shut my eyes tighter with every line.
Lover yells..
Lover fights then becomes silent.
"Please say something."
"Fight with me, yell, scream.. anything."
Sounds of our surroundings pour into the car replacing the silence.
He chokes.
The heat cools into a chill and I turn from the window.
I turn and see his eyes fill with tears.
I turn to her.
Her eyes begin to water.. yet never leave the road.
He breaks.
"I'm sorry"
"I'm sorry."
I feel his pain.
I feel the contentness in Lovers being.
Lover is not moved.
I feel the tension from her.
I turn back to the window and begin to feel Lovers migrane coming on.
"Please don't cry"
"Everything will be ok."
"I love you."
"I love you so much."
I continue to whisper trying to cry out to him
The pain and tenson is too much to bear.
My eyes give in and tears begin to form.
A sudden light whisper echos through the tiny car.
I begin to pray.
He weeps.
He falls at Lovers knees.
"I'm sorry."
"I'm sorry."
Over and over he pleas.
"I love you"
My mouth forms the words but I fail to find the strength to vocalize.
"Please calm down."
I form these words in silence in some hope he could hear me.
I wish you could see that I love you.
I wish you didn't feel the pain.
I wish there was some way to make everything right.
I wish you could love me too
I wish I ment something more to you
I wish you could see that I Love You.

I would fight for you if you would only let me..

wait wait wait, so there are three people in the car? tell me what happened!
» Zanzibar on 2007-09-10 11:11:24

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