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Looking for Airplanes
Friday. 6.25.10 6:13 pm
Don't you sometimes wish you could disappear?

If I did I'm not to sure many people would miss me or notice I was gone. Yes, family and family friends would feel the absence of my presence. However, in this situation they would understand.

It feels so good to be home. Florida is where I belong.. for now

The weight of the world was lifted off my shoulders to fall right back on with different circumstances. Life changing events are in my near future, and if I play my cards right my fairytale ending will be perfect. If only I could speed things up and disappear. It is very possible, but messing with the plan could have consequences.

Should I make my wish tonight? Stare into this starless sky praying for my wish to shoot across the darkness... How would this affect my daughter? She is 7 month old and starting to notice the world in new ways every day. It would be better for us in so many ways. But, seeing things with no negative aspects worries me. Maybe I'm just not use to being happy and complete. For the fisrt time those missing puzzle pieces have found they're way to my heart. I've never felt complete untill now. Even when I swore I was happy with my life. I was lieing to the ones around me. I was lieing to myself...

So whats to lose? I could take my chances. The thought of this change makes me smile. I think I've found my airplane tonight.

I want to disappear...
1 Comments.


Oh my.....
Yea it could have unimaginable consequences to disappear, things that you probably won't even be able to think of...

I just wish you the best with everything, and don't disappear from here like that, that would just be sad. Stick around, see what's gonna happen with things, Disappearing would be very very bad.

in any case nice to see ya post again!
» CPKviperpheonix on 2010-06-25 06:51:39

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