If you would have walked up to the 16 or 17 year old me and told me I was going to be turning 24 with two kids and going through a divorce, I would've laughed and said you were crazy.

However, if you would have told that same me that both of 'my boys' were going to be arrested on the same night for the same reasons and, be spending a minimum of 5 YEARS in prison, I'd punch you in the face. Then, I loved them both. They were my best friends. Now, those same boys are men and they disgust me. It was all over the news yesterday. Their pictures plastered on a poster board along with the other 20 men arrested... It makes me sick. I don't know what to think. The reality of everything is right in front of me but, I don't want to believe it. I want it to all be fake or some sort of misunderstanding. However, seeing the news and the police reports, there's no denying it anymore. This is real. They really tried to do that... Their lives are over. My boys... I don't know them anymore.. I choke back the tears and suppress the memories of all the good times we had together as teenagers. Everything is a faded memory.

I'm so sorry. People change, over the years--and, sometimes, that works out, because sometimes, you'll grow together...but then, sometimes you grow in different directions, and I know how the shock of realizing this feels, after kind of just habitually staying with one another.
» Unicornasaurus on 2014-02-13 12:07:23

WOWwwww
What in the Lord's name was he thinking????
» Zanzibar on 2014-02-13 10:04:30

That's a lot.
» middaymoon on 2014-02-13 10:18:51

:( That's really awful, and I am so, so sorry this is happening.
» randomjunk on 2014-02-14 12:17:58

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