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Many Years of Changes
Friday. 7.4.14 9:47 am
I'm off work today. I spent a great deal of money yesterday shopping with the babies and my sister. I bought clothes and more practical things, I'd like to believe. In other words, money well spent. Today is a day for deep cleaning. I know it's a little late for a good spring cleaning but, it has to get done, right? I can't help but chuckle to myself looking through my closet. I've changed so much over time. My closet is full of different styles of colorful shirts and dresses I would have never worn 6-8 years ago. Back then, I had black and grey shirts. Most of which were men's clothing. Along with the baggy jeans with no shorts, skirts, and definitely no dresses in sight. I've finally found a feminine side in me and it's not so bad.

Shoes? Purses? Hell no! Still not interested in owning 500 pairs of shoes and a purse to match each one. However, I did trade in the beat up high top converse for some nice black flats AND, (drum roll please) I own a pair of black heels. I know I sound ridiculous but, that's a huge step for me. They are only about an inch high. Standing at 6ft. tall I don't need no stiletto heels. Besides, I can walk better barefoot after a few glasses of wine than completely sober in heels.

I use to wear crazy funky make-up and dye my hair red. I had every color mascara a girl could buy along with brightly colored eye shadows. I never cared about my appearance. I never thought I was the least bit pretty so, why not have a little fun in the make up department? I never went all out and made myself look like a clown. but I'd love to mix different eye shadows together and just roll with it. Now, I try to keep everything a little more neutral. I still like to occasionally dye my hair a reddish brown. My make-up is usually black eye liner and mascara for the eyes. my usual foundation and bronzer for my cheeks. Yup.. that's about it.

I need to get make to my late spring/summer cleaning. I just felt like documenting my thought's on how I've changed over the years. From not caring and looking like a total tom-boy, to feeling a little more confident and attempting to be more feminine. I'm the complete opposite of the person I used to be. One of my favorite things now-a-days is running into an old friend from high school because every single one literally says the exact same thing...

OMG! is that you Brittney??!! You look like a girl!

2 Comments.


Transitioning from wearing unflattering black/grey clothing to wearing colorful feminine clothing is weird, isn't it? I'm still getting used to it myself.
» randomjunk on 2014-07-06 02:47:54

Things are pretty good! :)
» randomjunk on 2014-07-06 12:19:10

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