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Monday. 8.18.14 9:49 am
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Today is my daughters first day of school. I dropped her off this morning. It took everything in me not to cry my eyes out. She was so excited however, upon reaching the classroom her nerves kicked in. She asked me if I could wait outside in the car until it was time for her too leave. Her little face stared up at me with the saddest blue eyes. I thought for a moment she was going to cry. She stayed strong and accepted that I could not stay with her. I encouraged her to make new friends and she gained back her excitement as more children entered the classroom. My little girl isn't so little anymore. She's starting to grow up.


I hate that you are in all of my favorite memories. I hate that I can rarely think of a story of passed times that you aren't in. That I simply cannot share old stories with friends without seeing your face. It seems like all of those fond memories are in vain. I hate that you were my best friend. I hate that we did everything together. My mind is poisoned with you. I the worst part is if you knew this, you would smile. You would be happy that you have destroyed me. You would LOVE the fact that no matter how much I try to forget, you still pop up into my mind. I can't escape the memories. Someone will say something or I will see something that reminds me of you. You were everything to me...

With every fiber of my being I wish you were never my best friend.


Oh wow, milestones! I hope her first day went well.

The second part though... :(
» randomjunk on 2014-08-18 10:48:24

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