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Wednesday. 4.8.15 8:20 pm

A lot of changes have recently happened and will continue to happen in my life. For one, I went through another tragic heartbreak. In these past two years my heart has been ripped apart into so many pieces it may never be fully complete again. But, that's alright.

Heartbreak #1 should have been a wake up call for me. I didn't see it at first. I was too blinded by emotions to fully comprehend what God was trying to tell me. I know that situation was not meant to be. Our paths In life were going in opposite directions. However, the unconditional love will always be there. He will always have a piece of my heart.

Heartbreak #2, and the most recent one, destroyed me... at first. My world came crashing down within moments and at one point I felt like I wasn't going to survive. Now, I look at this situation and chuckle. I'm thankful this happened to me. If I ever see him again I hope I remember to thank him for being such an asshole. He has shown me I am worth more and capable of more than a realized. I am so much stronger than I've given myself credit for. I see myself now in a way I never have before. I am confident, smart, and ready to take on the world. He thinks this is just an rush and an attempt to win him back. He thinks I'm doing it for him. For "us". He's wrong. He thinks I'm going to come crawling back, begging for another chance. He couldn't be more wrong. I've realized this world is full of assholes in disguise and, he is just another asshole. Me? He'll never find another girl like me. I deserve better than him. Now that I have realized what I can do along with the person I already am, I'm unstoppable. I'm heartbroken for what we had in the beginning. When things were fairytale happy. But, that's gone. I'm over it. It's time to focus on me and my family. I'm ready to be successful and move forward in my life. Nothing is going to stand in my way :)

Look out, world. Here I come.

I'm really sorry to hear about your heartbreak. :( Good for you for being strong and getting past it though!
» randomjunk on 2015-04-08 11:46:12

Sorry about what happened, but I'm glad that it's made you stronger! Look out, world!
» Zanzibar on 2015-04-09 12:30:30

It sucks that it has to happen this way, but it's always when you hit a low point like this when you finally realize just what you're capable of. Good for you!
» LostSoul13 on 2015-04-09 09:14:30

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