watching: Mad T.V ~
listening to: 102 jams
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mood: Tired and bored ~
Midnight here. Thiz is my first enrty and im new to all of this everything seems a lil confusing but i'll get it eventually. lol Today was straight. 1st block to day waz very emassasing!! (don't ask) im sitting here watching mad T.V. right now and its funni. but I've been off deep in thought and it hasn't been very pretty. My mind is racing through memorys. my mind is haunts me as it replays things i have done in the past. I'm also thinking of my one tru love and its getting my mind on happier thoughts. however, i cannot escape from that stupid dream!
its another thing that keeps playing over and over in my mind. anywaz... wednesday night church is soon. Church will probably give me a good reason to live. lol today I also found out my best friend has done something that waz a lil shocking. But im trying to put what i've done in the past away and start new. My boyfriend has givin me a different point of view of myself and im trying to change bcuz of him. but i've found its hard to. i've broken a promise once and i don't think he knows about it. and i don't want him to know, but i know hes going to find out eventually. Time is running short. church is starting soon. ~Till Another Time~
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