mood: Happy! sad...
listening to: Tha cars drive by
watching: Life pass me by


Today is 04/04/04 ! lol for the first time nothing went wrong YAY! ~~~Yezturday was so much fun!!! Monkey came over to my house yezturday and we were surgar high. we walked around in my backyard most of the time and down by the creek. we almost had a mud war and that waz funni. We also found a lil path way under the bridge and so we stayed under there and were jus being stupid. my mom made us come inside after a while *:( * and so we talked on the phone for a while
I called a friend and we talked for a while while monkey waz adding to her webpage. I learned that my friend waz the same way as I am now. that was kinda a shock to me since when i see him he seems like a very funni and happy person. we talked bout "issues" and how to avoid them. but the lil voices in my head won't shut up. They keep on reminding me of thingz that I've done bad. I makes me want to do it some more. but i've broken the promise already and i can't make it worse. I'm going to try to talk to mike bout it but im afraid of what he'll say. When talkin to my friend on the phone, he told me i should talk to mike, but if i can't then him or Monkey. i jus dunno. i might go with Monkeys advice and show him the poem ~> Mokney! <~ Thiz is Midnight signing off.

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