he came online today. He acted normal like nothing was wrong. but i finally sai, lori told me how you really feel, im gonna let you go, theres betters gurls u out there. he got a lil ticked when i made that last comment. we went through alot of reasoning. finally he told me he would tell me the answer at 2:00 . i told him i wazn't perfect and signed off before he could make a comment. I got back on a few minutes later and monkey waz on. i talk to her bout it for a long time. he came back on at about 1:30 i said hi after a while but he just told me not yet. he waz talkng to monkey about it. finally i just told him im letting him go. i couldn't take the pain anymore. it felt like some one stabed me in the heart and it waz slowly sinking further, almost peircing my back. we reasoned a lil more. we broke up. i've been single for about 10 minutes. i feel weird... happy, sad, and free at the same time. he still wanted to be good friendz. and that i waz hoping he still wanted to be. well in the end i cryed and i only did something stupid once. i heard the phone ring and i knew it waz mike. i stopped then. Theres a thing a church going on in about 2 hours, so im gonna go there to hang with friendz and worship. its a mystery night so no one knows what were doing. all i kno is were going to eat and there separating the guyz and gurlz. so it soundz like its gonna be fun! ~> Thank you Monkey for convincing not to do something REALLY stupid. LYLAS!! <~ and also, thank you Dan, you helped me realize alot. God Bless
TTYL diz is ya gurl *~ Midnight ~* PEACE

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