Saturday. 1.28.06 10:48 am
wow... i haven't been on this site in so long.. i've come to update.
everything has been getting better. my parents are starting to back off. Matt and i are still together. Tuesday, the 24th, marked our 2 month anniversary. Were very happy together, and plan to be together for a long time. I few friends can't seem to understand this though.. They always ask if i've broken up with him yet, so they can go out with me.
One of these friends, i almost went out with. Matt seriously has no idea how close i was to going with
"him" . i could have had
"him". i chose Matt, and i am very glad i did. although i wonder what life would have been like with
"him", im very happy with Matt, and nothing will ever change that.
The other friend.. i hate to say, is a whore. She goes out with everyone for the hell of it, and doesn't care. If i would have chosen her, i kno it would have been a few week fling for her pleasure. I like her as a friend, nothing more. I commit, which isn't a word in her dictionary. Relationships are a game to her, and that is a MAJOR turn off. so she can ask me if i've left Matt all she wants.. it's not going to happen.
School has been pretty good. Mom found out i have been skipping.. and for that i began to fail one of my classes. The catch is, its so incredibly easy. school is no longer a challenge for me. I began skipping because i can't take class seriously anymore, its that easy. I need a challenge, which is something i don't get wasting countless hours of my day at school, so i feel no need to be there. but mom is checking my attendance every day now, so i have no choice.
Matt is grounded.. and we can't see eachother. I want to see him right now.. We had a bit of a disagreement last night. he was kinda being an ass, and i was a bitch back. I feel kinda bad for being a bitch toward him, and yet i don't.. it's weird. But everything is cool now. i love him so much
he really is the one for me. no one could ever take his place.
Last night i went to the movies with Jen. We saw Annapolis. Different from what i thought it would be, but i liked it. Before the movie we had about 3 hours to kill. so we took a 6-7 mile walk. We were walking toward where Rich lives. i wanted to walk up to his house and hang out, but Jen and i decided to turn back a ways up the road. It was a beautiful night, so it was nice to take a walk. Had time to just talk to Jen and think things over. i've had so much on my mind lately, so i had time to sort things out.
and um... thats pretty much my life in a nutshell. i shall try to make an entry ever once in a while. Later!
ginning thanks the sex way really good.... oh and about that thing you did ... well can we do it again :>
» the devil (63.166.224.3) on 2006-01-31 01:16:50
HEY!! how dare you insult her like that you evil bastard. its clear to remember y i disowned you sorry a$$ i shall smite you where you are &^$#^%^%@
» god (63.166.224.3) on 2006-01-31 01:19:46
k dude your friends are like odd
» Xander (63.166.224.3) on 2006-01-31 01:20:45
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